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日向ヒナタ
30 May 2007 @ 10:59 am
I just found this ... it looks quite interesting, so ...here is my first meme!Collapse )

It seems rather quiet these days ... where has everybody gone?
 
 
mood: confusedconfused
 
 
日向ヒナタ
25 May 2007 @ 04:36 pm
Well ... there have been ... quite a few missions lately ... and yes, I'm glad I can rest a bit now ... and suddenly I'm wondering ... how have the others been doing? Nara-san looks as calm as always ... but Ino seems very excited ... because Naruto-kun and Jiraiya-sama have returned.

Should I go talk to him? I mean ... he must want to see certain people first, right? Like ... Sakura-san, Kakashi-san ... though it would be nice if ... Sasuke-kun ... were there too ... But then, there is Ino, and Nara-san ... and everybody else in Konoha, who would very warmly welcome him back ... so it should not make too much of a difference if I'm "missing in action" ... right?

Though there is a certain problem ... since Ino cannot communicate easily ...

((*see last thread))
 
 
location: Konoha
mood: contemplativecontemplative
music: Changin' My Life - Myself
 
 
日向ヒナタ
21 April 2007 @ 03:03 pm
Um, well ... I'm supposed to be training, but ... Kurenai-sensei insists that I take a break, so I guess I'm back for a very short while ...

I think I've been training quite hard these days ... I've almost forgotten what it's like to stop and rest ... so does this mean I've changed a bit? Have I become stronger? I mean, I don't find training as difficult as before ... and it actually seems ... fun, in fact, and I really look forward to it every day.

Would Father be proud of me now? Am I strong enough to meet his expectations? Or is Hanabi ... as well as Neji-nii-san ... still better than me? I think they are ... I know I haven't actually seen them yet, but ... if I can progress this quickly, surely they are capable of progressing faster? I mean, they have always been ahead of me ...

Just a week more ... after a week, the test will be over ... but whether I pass or not, well ... until it happens, there's still a chance for me to get better and prove myself, right?

So it's back to training! ^^

Update (24 April 2007):
It's ... this week ... this Friday ... and I'm so nervous ... I can't focus properly ... I can't train like this! I need to calm down, but ...! This Friday ... it's this Friday ... so close ...

Update (26 April 2007):
Even though I know ... fully well ... it's tomorrow ... I feel surprisingly ... very surprisingly, calm ... I feel I've improved somewhat ... during these weeks of intensive training ... And I actually think ... I can make it. That's ... good ... right?

Update (27 April 2007):
Should I be rejoicing ... that my test is over? I think I made a lot of mistakes ... I couldn't remember so many things ... I don't know, don't even dare to guess how I did ... But I suppose nothing can be accomplished by worrying, so ... maybe I can have a longer rest now? But resting all day isn't good ... so what do I do?
 
 
mood: energeticenergetic
music: SunSet Swish - My Pace
 
 
日向ヒナタ
03 April 2007 @ 07:07 pm
Really sorry, I ... lied, earlier today. Actually, I ... wasn't feeling very well. Um, I ... still am a little uncomfortable. I just ... can't bring myself to tell ... Father or Kurenai-sensei, or Shino-kun or Kiba-kun ... or anybody, I think.

But I really wish ... I don't know, that somebody will notice? Even though I don't want anybody to worry about me. So I guess I'm writing this here, hoping that this ... may help relieve me somewhat. I know it's risky, but ... I can't help it; I have to get this out somehow.

It began last night, I think ... I don't really remember how it happened, but while having dinner, I felt that my throat was ... unusually dry, and it wasn't long before I realised ... talking was a lot harder than before. But I thought it was a minor case of sore throat, and that it would go away after a long drink of water and a night's rest.

However, it didn't ... this morning, I woke up trying to stop coughing. It was ... very uncomfortable, and even drinking water hurts ... Breakfast was a challenge, but I think I managed to get through that quite successfully ... Training yielded opposite results, though ... Father scolded that I was performing worse than before ... but I was just ... so tired ...

Like now. I can't think properly ... my head seems fuzzier than ever ... I feel cold and warm at the same time ... and I want to sleep ... even though I know I still have another training session later tonight. I can't help it ... I need to wash my face again ...

UPDATE: Thanks for all your concern! (I really ... didn't expect it ...) I'm ... recovering now, so please ... don't worry too much ...
 
 
mood: sleepysleepy